ee-minology - story of a small gurl

wHaT is LurVE?

as i listen to the songs blasting from my laptop, i can't help but wonder, what is love actually? of course its a feeling shared by individuals which makes them do super shit azz crazee stuff for another,but has anyone really asked themselves.. what is love and i don't mean just puppy love but real love kinda love? love.. the feeling that ur parents have for u even though u are a huge living parasite in their household... but that's different, they made you so they HAVE to lurve u! else u shud consider calling childrens' aid! seriously!

everyone has their own quest for love, searching high and low with different criteria for that special spark between themselves and another individual. its a truly remarkable feeling if u ask me,think,ain't it weird for 2 total strangers (non related) to come together and start caring for each other like a parent would do?(well if they are related they'd have retard kids but thats not my point today) however, the Lord on the other hand, claims to love every single individual unconditionally, but He is LORD, and who are we? we are mere mortals, i can't just wake up one day and say "hey mr postman i love you!" he'd be like "WTF!???"

love makes u do utterally stewpid things for another, its a tingling feeling felt between 2 individuals, the urge to share and to care, to be able to feel for another, to understand and to comfort, to enjoy the company of each other and to share intimacy. can't just grab anyone rite?wouldn't be nice (correct me if i am wrong).. It's a feeling which brings ultimate happiness and also despair because when there is love, there are also other "not so positive" feelings involved, jeolousy, anger, hurt etc etc.. its heart breaking when u start to love someone and not have that feeling returned or when u have given your heart to someone and the other prefers to give it to another after a while.. noooooo....total nightmare for most ppl!so why then would ppl plunge their life's happiness for sumthing so trivial and so unstable?but then again.. without it.. would life be complete? the answer for most normal ppl "no" and for those crazee singles..dun bs and go "i don't need no love, i will survive" normally these ppl end up dying alone in their apartment/house with the discovery only 2/3 days later maybe mauled by their hungry pets left behind.. i know.. ewww

as for me,honestly, i don't know wut is love.i am still on my journey of self discovery. had a few relationships in the past, but i still cannot define true love. definitely i dun wanna end up alone being eaten by my own pet shih tzu..eww again, but for now.. i really don't know.. i must admit, not only do i look young but I STILL am young.. but for those single ppl out there.. i believe WE will find that special someone one day and will finally understand the meaning of true love in our own different way...

posted by eemin @ 10:49 PM